hi [18 Mar 2009|05:40pm] i hate my friends i went to germany,, got drunk in clubs and got high in amsterdam. awesome. post comment

beats the fucking purpose. [10 Apr 2008|06:34am] I am bored and I am sick and I am tired and am pretty much fed up with everyone. 7 weeks until graduation. 3 weeks until prom/party at bruskis land in wisconsin. gaaaaah.  post comment

summer :D [26 Jul 2007|03:02pm] summer isn't THAT bad. 2 comments|post comment

theres a joy in every possibility. [11 May 2007|05:05pm] I've got all I really need. I knew it would come down to this eventually. It's cool too because then I don't have to worry about so many people and all their fucking problems. Today Jaime blew a snot rocket into a drink and some weirdo who picks up random drinks after 3rd hour everyday drank it and we literally were(jaime pat aaron and i) on the cafeteria floor laughing with about 100 kids staring at us. But I couldn't see because I was crying from laughing. I still have a headache from laughing. Then I got a one hour detention. Fuck high school. 8 more days muthafuckaaas. post comment

the night is young but its been fun [17 Apr 2007|09:09pm] The people that I used to hold in significance are definately showing how losing them wasn't such a big deal. It's funny how things can fall apart over nothing. post comment

haharfdjhbfad [24 Aug 2006|07:57pm] Yea, Ive smoked weed before. Nobody died. I did not o.d. on heroin the next day. I did not loose all my bones, and become a lifeless doll on my couch. I definitely did not sit on a couch for eleven hours. I did not forget to pick up my sister. I did not leave my boyfriend stranded at a party. I did not put my hand in my mouth because my friends dared me to. I did not try to outrun that junkyard dog. I did not become what other people tell me to, and let them dress me and make me what they want to. I did not give into peer pressure the next morning when I had school, and do it again. You know what I did do? I hung out with a few friends. Maybe even just one and laughed and laughed and laughed. Watched some T.V. planned out the day and just had a good time with my friends. Is that so bad? You know what is actually bad? Believing all the crap you hear on television. Buying into this ridiculous propaganda that plagues our minds. You can believe all this crap on television. I think Ill be better off believing the truth. Live above the influence. Off media. Off propaganda. Off society. Goodbye. 4 comments|post comment

and theres not a word that i comprehend. [25 Jul 2006|09:41pm] ahhhh fuck it. way too much has been going on to make a real update. My birthday was kind of like 16 candles. No one forgot.. everyone is just more concerned about my sisters wedding. Well I thought I had lost some of my best friends for awhile. But they're back. anddd I stopped caring a long time ago so shut the fuck up all american rejects, I'm not going to move along. I'm so tired of listening to my dad's shit.   Yes. I have opinions. Yes. I want piercings. Yes. I have colored hair. No. I am not white trash.   He's fucking getting more and more ridiculous each day- there is no such thing as acceptance. Whatever. I'm just gonna go listen to Joan Jett and the blackhearts and not give a damn about my bad reputation. 4 comments|post comment

How many times must we watch him crumble? [12 Jun 2006|11:43am] [ music | The Higher. ] I hate naps. I feel like my head is going to fall off. Whatever. Back to sleep. I want someone that I can love, flaws and all. And it's silly because that's what everyone wishes for. And everyone is better than me at these type of things. No one understands that I really don't have anymore to give. Everyone's stripped me of something, and it's left me battered and bruised up. I feel nothing anymore, and it's starting to scare me. Maybe I should just listen to Kayne and find Jesus or something. ps. I can't keep waiting for you... but theres that tangable thing I still have. Plus you have some of my stuff that I want back before I give up on you. 9 comments|post comment

asdf [03 Mar 2006|05:33pm] Hi, this is my new Livejournal that I'm trying to keep on the DL. I'm sick of people I don't like reading my life. I'm sick of have 20+ subscribers and not have anyone actually listen to what I say. This is my buisness, and those who I choose to share it with. Get in or stay out. Add me first and comment to be added back. So whose in? 24 comments|post comment

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